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Oh, the temptation is actually a landmark experiment on delayed gratification.
Instant gratification vs Delayed gratification in which i often find myself struggling with and would eventually pick the former for pleasure's sake.
Need to be disciplined to carry out my duties, my quiet time for i know the cost of not doing so is hefty.
Anw mid sem break's here! Everyone's away (D:) while i'm stuck in Ipswich to catch up on my school work.
"being confident of this, that he who began a good work in you will carry it on to completion until the day of Christ Jesus"
Still a work in progress. This is gna be an Adventure.
Not too long ago i had a really humbling session with God where i saw how foolish i'd been.
It dawned upon me that everything i had, (have and will have) were gifts from God. He gave me abundantly/extravagantly when i asked and then, took away the things which i thought was rightfully mine.
Gna give all due credits back to Him. Tear down all these acts of self righteousness, admitting my mistakes, failures and weaknesses so that His power could rest on me.
"You give and take away
My heart will choose to say
Lord, Blessed be your name.
..Every blessing that you pour out, i turn back to praise.."
I found you in the least expected moment.

Now, even though we're lands apart, i wna publicly show my affection to you over here.
You are a rare specie, one of a kind. I think youre the sweetest guy ever!!!!!!!
I love how you remember every detail abt me, abt us, abt what i say and what we do. I love how you can really surprise me with actions/gifts/words even though i always say(think) you cmi. I love how sensitive you are as a guy how you can always see in others' perspective. How tactful and calm looking too. I love how honest you can be towards me. We are all imperfect people but you taught me to love &forgive and hence brought forgiveness to a whole new level. I love how resolute you are, how adamant we can be in abiding certain principles. I love how we can learn from each other because and despite of our differences. Love gels and complements. I love how patient/tolerant you can be and how you can never really be That angry with me.
And how you always Always Always never fail to see the good and the best in me. How you believe me when i lose faith even in myself. Thank you(:
Grew out of his boy shell, fallen repeatedly, picked himself up and still learning learning learning...
Everyday i get to know more abt you, everyday i fall in love again and again. I always tell God wow srsly what an amazing guy! I am so blessed.
I pray that God will continue to watch over us shower his blessings on us as he plays a role in both our lives. Now, Challenges and Hurdles.
Loving you is a choice,
Samuel, i love you.
Thanks for being involved in my life :D
Today is my nation's birthday. I miss SG. I just had a webcam convo with my family and i miss them so much miss my chatty mommy too. They had crystal jade for dinner (i am in need of good food). Samuel went for the parade with his family. He told me via webtext that it was damn awesome.
And me, i didn't go out to celebrate. A mistake. I shouldn't audit life go out xue stop hiding/hibernating. Miracles are happening everyday everywhere. And i wna be awed, by every bit. To be blown away..